[He squeezes his eyes closed, practically bracing against the gentle contact as though he's waiting for the ruse to be revealed, turn into the roughness and concealed daggers that must be there.]
Do you think I wouldn't like to be able to insert a line of code that fixes everything? Do you think this isn't frustrating for me?
[He wants to trust... but that would make him stupid. That would make him dead. The rigidness of his body takes energy to maintain, and gives way in places to trembling fatigue.]
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[He squeezes his eyes closed, practically bracing against the gentle contact as though he's waiting for the ruse to be revealed, turn into the roughness and concealed daggers that must be there.]
Do you think I wouldn't like to be able to insert a line of code that fixes everything? Do you think this isn't frustrating for me?
[He wants to trust... but that would make him stupid. That would make him dead. The rigidness of his body takes energy to maintain, and gives way in places to trembling fatigue.]