V admittedly was a little nervous by this - he wasn't sure what to expect or what Connor was trying to do here. He could feel the thoughts and feelings that Connor was projecting and he almost instinctually closed his eyes so that he could focus on what Connor was showing him.
The warmth and love and comfort washed over him and he relaxed into this more. V admittedly tried to explore a little but found those carefully constructed walls. He had an idea that negativity might be hiding behind that but he couldn't know for sure. All he really was sure of was the truth of Connor's love for him and the fondness Connor had for him. There was something about this that was somehow more direct than even the Synchrony but perhaps that was just the fact that Connor could relay memories as well.
For V's part, it was much less structured - V's own systems were relatively all or nothing. The pieces of him that were core services were inaccessible but his memories and emotions were things that V couldn't necessarily cordon off. On the surface, V was just as warm, full of love, and adoration. V saw an intelligent man that he absolutely didn't deserve but was glad to have around. He was confused as to why the fuck Connor stayed and somewhere deeper down he was scared shitless that Connor was going to wake up from this folly and leave him but these fears were buried deep.
His memories he tried to keep to the side but Connor would find he would be able to dig through anything he wanted that he could find. Short of attacking the connection there was nothing V could do about it and V wouldn't try. V's trust for the other man was perhaps the clearest example of V's love for Connor.
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The warmth and love and comfort washed over him and he relaxed into this more. V admittedly tried to explore a little but found those carefully constructed walls. He had an idea that negativity might be hiding behind that but he couldn't know for sure. All he really was sure of was the truth of Connor's love for him and the fondness Connor had for him. There was something about this that was somehow more direct than even the Synchrony but perhaps that was just the fact that Connor could relay memories as well.
For V's part, it was much less structured - V's own systems were relatively all or nothing. The pieces of him that were core services were inaccessible but his memories and emotions were things that V couldn't necessarily cordon off. On the surface, V was just as warm, full of love, and adoration. V saw an intelligent man that he absolutely didn't deserve but was glad to have around. He was confused as to why the fuck Connor stayed and somewhere deeper down he was scared shitless that Connor was going to wake up from this folly and leave him but these fears were buried deep.
His memories he tried to keep to the side but Connor would find he would be able to dig through anything he wanted that he could find. Short of attacking the connection there was nothing V could do about it and V wouldn't try. V's trust for the other man was perhaps the clearest example of V's love for Connor.